i'm pretty sure i've pinpointed the reason for the heinous funk i've been in all week.

[ptagueodactyl]

fucking synthetic hormones. i need to get health insurance so i can get the tests again. and moved to a different birth control pill or get some other form of leveler. because i realized i've been off since tuesday of last week. 3 days into the new pack. and i've forgotten to take them twice and school is making it hard to take them at the same time everyday. when i was doing that, i felt more level and the off week wasn't as bad. i think i'm going to quit them 2 days early this month. so i can save the last 2 pills and start them back up two days early just to give myself a little bit of cushion room so i don't spend any time in san francisco in a fetal position crying with cramps so bad i'm vomiting.

dear uterus,

please just shrivel up and die already.

k thnx, tague