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[psylew]

I'm moving in the middle of April, and there's an Indian reservation in the town where I'm going. It's given me cause to consider a wide variety of social implications which I have made a habit of ignoring in my life. I was losing rather a lot of sleep trying to make peace with once again living near such sentiment; couldn't figure out what part of it bothered me so much.

Turns out the reason I think separation (or anything really) by race bothers me so much is that it causes something which no one has any control over about themselves to matter.

I hate that it matters.