Dec 05, 2005 20:09
The reason I'm posting today is because I have no fucking clue what the fuck is going on in my life.. I'm starting to get the idea that nothing ever will fucking work out for me! But, do I really care? I don't know.. I'm reaching the point where I want to start sharing my life with someone else.. But, that seems pointless to me.. I do enjoy having someone that I can tell anything to but the thing is, I don't think that I'll find someone that I can do that with.. I doubt myself way too much and I know this.. But what quilities do I have that someone would like? I'm just some 2bit guy trying to make things happen for him.. I live in the middle of fucking no where with no car and no money.. I've fucked up every single relationship that I have ever been in.. It seems pointless to keep trying.. Who the fuck cares anyways.. It looks like it's going to go back to the good old days on not giving a shit about anything..
life's dead in..