Sep 11, 2005 12:44
All this shit that has been happening lately is making me old and tired. And yet, it makes me feel like I'm in fucking high school. BUT, the weird thing is, when I actually was in high school the only drama I was ever involved in was drama class and the plays/musicals! Ha! Isn't that strange?
I'm getting so sick and tired of all this shit, and I don't think it's over. If it was, then we'd live in a fantasy world. But we don't live in a fantasy world. I don't know what people's beliefs are about Heaven and Hell, but according to me, we're already in Hell. Think about it. We live in a world full of bad people, and bad things happen all the time. We're all bad people. Only bad people live in Hell. We all do bad and stupid things. We all make each other's lives a living Hell. That's why I say we are already in Hell. People change. People talk shit. People fuck you over. People get jealous. People get defensive. People kill. There's too much violence in this world dammit. And there's too much fighting. Way too much fighting. People care too much about unimportant things, and then the important things are ignored. Think about it. Why do you think there are so many problems? Our society is so fucked up. We care more about celebrities than we do about starving children in Africa. I don't fucking care that Britney Spears is pregnant, or that Paris Hilton is no longer friends with Nicole Ritchie. I don't give a fuck if Brad dumped Jen for Angelina. I don't care who's fucking who.
I just want to get away. I don't wanna be here anymore. I'm so fucking sick of all this shit. I fucking hate the way people are. Amanda, Suzan, Shayla, Sergio, Andrew, Jessica, this does not apply to you. If it weren't for you guys, I would be thoroughly disgusted with the human race as a whole. There are very few decent people in this world, and you guys are part of that small number. Thank you for not being asshats. I'm not saying that everyone else who I didn't name is an asshat. I'm just saying that these people that I have listed are the only ones that I can truly trust. So thank you. I love you guys.