HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOURNAL!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LJ!!! Today my livejournal is 1 years old! Wow, I honestly didnt think Id continue through. One year ago this day I was at the beggining of my last year in college, who knew exactly a year later I'd be working at the place I planned my senior thesis on. Talk about foreshadowing.
Speaking of birthdays, today is also my uncle's birthday! and Ill be 22 in 8 days! (counting today)! Im not even sure what the heck I wanna do, who I wanna invite and what not. At first I wanted to do something really ritzy, but now Im like whatever. I just want it to be special and memorable. Part of me feels a lil weird since I spent my last 2 birthdays with "S." and part of me wants to again this year, but I guess I just have to move on. Im sure Ill speak to him though. Maybe I'll just tell everyone to meet up at a bar or something, someplace where we can all sit around and just have a good time. I get paid wednesday so I know I'd like to just take a big chunk of my check and go nuts! Bratz and clothes I know I'll want but, but I always buy that stuff, so I was thinking I should get something a lil different maybe. Maybe like a book for a change, something electronic, or a small vacation somewhere. I mean I can actually afford it now so why not right? I feel like I need to sit myself down and really evaluate what I want/need, so I don't spend or overspend my b-day money on something stupid.
In other news, I've been talking to this guy "Art" (ironic since art is what I do for a living) for the past couple of days and Im not sure if I like him yet, enough to actually date him. He is attarctive, and all that blah blah but something doesnt sit well with me about him, and I cant put my foot down on what exactly it is. Something just seems a lil odd. I would like to hang out with him though, just to see how he is in person or if he just comes off odd in IM and phone conversations. Who knows, maybe Im just comparing him to "S." Part fo me still wants to be with him too, I know I still love him. The more time I spend away from him, the more I start to think that "S" and I are meant to be, but just not right now. Maybe this time apart will allow for a greater reunion in the future. Who knows. I know I feel like I should be dating people though.
We will see over the next couple days with this dude. I'll keep an update on how things are going with this situation.
Speaking of birthdays, today is also my uncle's birthday! and Ill be 22 in 8 days! (counting today)! Im not even sure what the heck I wanna do, who I wanna invite and what not. At first I wanted to do something really ritzy, but now Im like whatever. I just want it to be special and memorable. Part of me feels a lil weird since I spent my last 2 birthdays with "S." and part of me wants to again this year, but I guess I just have to move on. Im sure Ill speak to him though. Maybe I'll just tell everyone to meet up at a bar or something, someplace where we can all sit around and just have a good time. I get paid wednesday so I know I'd like to just take a big chunk of my check and go nuts! Bratz and clothes I know I'll want but, but I always buy that stuff, so I was thinking I should get something a lil different maybe. Maybe like a book for a change, something electronic, or a small vacation somewhere. I mean I can actually afford it now so why not right? I feel like I need to sit myself down and really evaluate what I want/need, so I don't spend or overspend my b-day money on something stupid.
In other news, I've been talking to this guy "Art" (ironic since art is what I do for a living) for the past couple of days and Im not sure if I like him yet, enough to actually date him. He is attarctive, and all that blah blah but something doesnt sit well with me about him, and I cant put my foot down on what exactly it is. Something just seems a lil odd. I would like to hang out with him though, just to see how he is in person or if he just comes off odd in IM and phone conversations. Who knows, maybe Im just comparing him to "S." Part fo me still wants to be with him too, I know I still love him. The more time I spend away from him, the more I start to think that "S" and I are meant to be, but just not right now. Maybe this time apart will allow for a greater reunion in the future. Who knows. I know I feel like I should be dating people though.
We will see over the next couple days with this dude. I'll keep an update on how things are going with this situation.