Feb 06, 2006 19:33
I'm probably going to regret posting this because it's going against everything I said about not talking anymore, but I can't keep it in anymore.
I find it funny how you've got all of your friends talking shit about me.
But you know what I think about it?
I don't care.
You taught me not to care, Ryan.
And look, you've succeeded.
Congrats on that. :]
Your friends never knew me as well as you did to ever talk shit about me. I'm not a cum guzzling addicted bitch and by no means do I fit the dictonary term of the word "slut", "whore", or "bitch". Okay? And my boyfriend is not at all a dick. He may have one, but that doesn't make him one. :]
Who knows, you might not have meant any of that, cause both of us have always said things we don't mean when we're mad. Am I right?
Also, my friends may have talked shit about you when even they didn't know you,
but I NEVER talked shit about you.
Doesn't that say something?
I'm sorry your life has gone downhill Ryan. But it was your choice. Not mine.
"It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything."
Listen, this is still hard for me like I'm sure it is for you, but this is for the best. I can't go back, because you know how much we fought, you know how much I hated hearing you scream at me and punch walls on the phone. And to think that some of those times were just an act? That some of the things you told me weren't even true? No one in my position would ever want to relive that over again. And just for a minute, put yourself in my shoes. What would you have done?
That may sound mean, but I know that deep down, you get what I'm saying.
And fuck anyone of your friends that disagrees with this, cause they know nothing.
Alright, I'm done.