dont talk to me about being optimistic.

Apr 04, 2006 18:05

you know tht feeling when you know tht something is going to change your world completely, but in the worst way possible?

Can i just say, i have tht feeling.
I hate the fact tht my family has no fuking respect of my decisions. they want to make my decisions for me. they want me to be a little goody good girl. im srry not happening. i really wanna be away from them as much as they love me, but i wanna be away from them. i wanna disappear and not exist.
i cant believe tht they wanna be my mother in all of this. i have one mother and i will only listen to her. they're not my mom, they have good intentions but their not my mother.
they threatened to take me in their home sort of like restraining me or some bullshit like tht. what the hell do i know? they just wanna keep me away from chris.
they dont know anything about him. my mother doesnt trust me... my family thinks im a slut. what the fuck do they know about me?

When im 18 it'll be dfferent i'l be away from all of them and i'l make my own life without them.
i'l be in college, having the time of my life. and they cant tell me anything.

Im telling you:
rebel in the making.

Edit: i finally know who sings tht song (hence above "current music")! Dry Cell!!
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