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I think I'm slowly getting worse... but that's the way these things go right? *shrug*
I'm about ready to give up. I'm worn out... I just don't have the drive to try anymore. I don't see the point. I fail... *bows*
I'm about ready to give up. I'm worn out... I just don't have the drive to try anymore. I don't see the point. I fail... *bows*
You only fail if you let yourself fail. When times get tough, that is when you hit a low. The slightest bit of change can make a world of a difference later.
I'm not much of a preacher, nor do I intend to be, but maybe you could ask yourself, "What do i need to change to be more successful?". Yeah I know it's a vagur question, but its supposed to be more general than anything. Perhaps you're thinking a habit or two need to be changed. Or your outlook on life. Or even how you perceive things. Maybe you are seeing things from the wrong angle? There are assloads of questions you could ask yourself.
But the thing is if you want to be happy (with whatever) then you will push yourself to achieve that goal.
Personally, I like my down days. I like them alot. They are part of who I am. And maybe you like them too. Its a comfort zone. It's when you know yourself most.
Now I dunno what this post pertains to, but you're always welcome to call me up and vent away :P. Hell call me at 3 in the morning if you want to. Bretts done it a few times. Maybe not to vent, but to just talk :)
Plus it's reassuring knowing that you have friends who actually care ;)
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Oh yeah, we're moving into our own place on the first. Woot for Bowhoe-town! Yuppers, just down the 'Hill from my parents, Brett and you. So hell, you could come over whenever the hell you wanna. :D
Miss ya Wanker
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And justin will only be with me once every few days. he's not going to live with me until i think its good :P
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