So I guess that is it
SO I haven't talked to or had any contact with Wade since either the end of Jan or beginning of Feb this year (I remember it was prior to Valentine's Day as he was talking about what movie he was going to take Laura to for Valentine's). And really a few months ago I kind of realized that yeah we are not really friends anymore. And I got over it, but now that it is past Christmas...well it just makes me a little sad. I was listening to Raymond's Christmas song that he made last year with the lyrics Wade wrote and that we gave to Wade for Christmas...and I haven't heard anything from him in almost a year. We were such good friends....sometimes I think about all the good time we had, and cannot believe we are not friends anymore. Seriously if I would have said who would be my friend forever, it would have been Wade. And I figured when I got married Wade would be there by my side to support me and just be there for me. I suppose I got that one all wrong. Sometimes I just cannot believe that he suddenly stopped caring (or maybe he never really cared in the first place?). I don't really know what the point of this is, but since it is the holiday season I was thinking about it more than I normally do. Oh well...I have plenty of other friends who care about me.