we're just 2 lost souls swimmin' in a fishbowl... year after year...
so i guess cal gets out of jail tomorrow.. that's cool. i work alot tomorrow... and jon's gonna give me a ride home in the afternoon.. that should be interesting. today i got another letter from mychell, and other people wrote in it too. word. wicked tired. some dude was drinking booze on the bus yesterday and i guess he left his bottle when he got off, and today when we got on the guy accused ryan of leaving it.. that was kinda fucked up. i hate taking the bus.. can't wait to get a car. and drive :) and go see people. and go to the movies and stuff. and the beach when it gets warm. asa might come back over tonight... if not then early tomorrow morning. tomorrow's gonna be a busy day. i wish i could go to the hen this summer. 10?! fuck that. if the alternative didn't suck so bad i'd say fuck it and cut this thing off. but i'm not screwing up anymore. not for a while at least. done enough of that. we go by that supermarket on the way to hyannis. mixed feelings about that. i miss jeff and adam alot. and i talk to damien almost every day. still haven't seen him cuz he lives far away. i'm so happy to be out but have mixed feelings about everything. it's weird. been so busy that i haven't really had much time to think anything over. can't smoke until september either. but maybe that's a good thing. right now i don't think it is. but hell, whatever. sleep time.