Nov 02, 2004 00:15
it's amazing how the thought of being with one person for the rest of your life can be wonderful, and then through experiences becomes something seemingly impossible. i envy those people who married the first person they fell in love with. why would they want for anything else when they don't know how it feels to love anybody else? maybe i just subconciously refuse to fall in love again. it's true that "the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else"... but it never makes you forget them. if you really love someone you never forget them. i try to remember how it felt to be 14 and be so happy with jon and never have a thought for anybody else, no longing at all to be with anybody else, and i can't. *sigh*
that was just a random thought. didn't make sense anyways.
i can never put into words what i'm really thinking or trying to say.
on a lighter note...
Farfalla effetto: bacardi man is the devil
PAUL IS THE BACARDI MAN
:o)