What I learned today
The commute to work is now awesome!
When something unexpected happens, particularly one that could influence plans I've been looking forward to for a while, I don't give up anymore. I nearly did, but I didn't give up. Was there a fight? Yes. Did I let it get to me? At first. Did I recover and talk it through? Yes. Did I open up more and show my side? Yes.
I also saw myself in a different light. Something I thought I never would see myself as. It hurt. But, I'm not letting that detract from anything! I will adjust and adapt.
That's something previously thought that at best I will have difficulty doing. At worst it was impossible.
Part of me is looking at the things involved. All aspects of everything. I see where my worrying is building, and there is some logic to some of it. Next week will have some small glitches in it. Is it what I envisioned? Sadly, no.
BUT! Is it what I asked for? Yes.
and at the core, is at least SOME of it what I wanted? Yes.
So, all in all, it's not a loss. It's just a change. Considering that this is me, I'm marking this up as a win.
When something unexpected happens, particularly one that could influence plans I've been looking forward to for a while, I don't give up anymore. I nearly did, but I didn't give up. Was there a fight? Yes. Did I let it get to me? At first. Did I recover and talk it through? Yes. Did I open up more and show my side? Yes.
I also saw myself in a different light. Something I thought I never would see myself as. It hurt. But, I'm not letting that detract from anything! I will adjust and adapt.
That's something previously thought that at best I will have difficulty doing. At worst it was impossible.
Part of me is looking at the things involved. All aspects of everything. I see where my worrying is building, and there is some logic to some of it. Next week will have some small glitches in it. Is it what I envisioned? Sadly, no.
BUT! Is it what I asked for? Yes.
and at the core, is at least SOME of it what I wanted? Yes.
So, all in all, it's not a loss. It's just a change. Considering that this is me, I'm marking this up as a win.