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Nov 07, 2005 21:32

This is what has been going on:
tony went out of town overnight last wednesday. that was a first for us and it was difficult. but i had rhonda and kimmi over. which was fun. "remember when we were babies?" haha lol

and adam mat and me went to the junkyard for car parts. adam and tony finished getting them today. they are going to put them on tomorrow. and our insurance check is on the way. yey. now we just need to avoid those crazies who shoudnt have a license. tony and i have decided that our car is invisible. i know, it defies the laws of nature. but why else would so many vehicles decide to get into our lane when clearly there is already a vehicle occupying that space? that is the only conclusion we could come up with.

and i have been watching the boys. it is so much fun. i admit, there are moments that i enjoy less than others, but it is so much joy watching such wonderful children. they really are wonderful. and i have started giving them baths. not sure why, but this is something that they just started asking me to do. the first bath was a bit boring because i was so petrified of terrible things happening that i was very focused on the issue at hand. washing the beautiful boys and getting them out of water to safety. after the second bath, i am a little more relaxed, however it still frightens me that a bath can be very dangerous. btw, i am not really sure where this fear comes from since i love water and have never had any kind of traumatic water experience. but the fear exists.

and i have an interview on thursday for target. not a huge deal, but it would be nice to have another source of income as tony and i try to get off of ssi. i know most people think we should rely on ssi, but i honestly think it is stupid. we do not need it. we can support ourselves. there are many many more people who need the money more than we do. but it is a big step and all the extra income we can get helps.

yeah and i went to a baby shower on sat and was reminded why large groups of women in one room annoy me. especially when they are family, and even more so when they are that side of the family. i recieved that lecture once again "tara i am going through a hard time and i need you and you're not there....." what a load. i am so sick of my mom. i love her and i care about her but it is not healthy for us to have a relationship. that is all there is to say.

and i am pretty sure that is alll. hmmm ... i hope you enjoyed reading.
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