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ive been lookin in the mirror for so long
that ive come to believe my souls on the other side
all the lil peices fallin shatter
shards of me to shrp to put back together
to small to matter
but big enough to cut me into so many lil peices
if i try to touch him an i bleed
and i breath no more
i take a breath
an try to draw from my spirit
yet again u refuse to drink like a stuborn child
ive lied to me an convinced me that ive been sick forever
an all of this will make since when i get better
i no the difference between myself an my reflection
i jus cant help but wounder
which of us do u love so i bleed
yesterday i started up my own buissness type shit doin landscaping its not bad an i actually have a car that i can ride to work an back i feel free i dont have to support ne one other then myself an its a hell of a lot more difficult then i thought it was but i refuse to live off my fam ne longer an in a couple weeks i am goin to have my own place well ill have a roomate but still a place to call my own an do wat ever the fuck i want wit it an the only reason y i am goin to have a roomate is cause i dont want the rent in my name cause the cops but in 7 to 12 years itll all be gone an i wont have to worry bout it at all :)
that ive come to believe my souls on the other side
all the lil peices fallin shatter
shards of me to shrp to put back together
to small to matter
but big enough to cut me into so many lil peices
if i try to touch him an i bleed
and i breath no more
i take a breath
an try to draw from my spirit
yet again u refuse to drink like a stuborn child
ive lied to me an convinced me that ive been sick forever
an all of this will make since when i get better
i no the difference between myself an my reflection
i jus cant help but wounder
which of us do u love so i bleed
yesterday i started up my own buissness type shit doin landscaping its not bad an i actually have a car that i can ride to work an back i feel free i dont have to support ne one other then myself an its a hell of a lot more difficult then i thought it was but i refuse to live off my fam ne longer an in a couple weeks i am goin to have my own place well ill have a roomate but still a place to call my own an do wat ever the fuck i want wit it an the only reason y i am goin to have a roomate is cause i dont want the rent in my name cause the cops but in 7 to 12 years itll all be gone an i wont have to worry bout it at all :)