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[psycoclown71004]

last entry first of all fuck all that think there better then me cause i smoke trees an i drink an i have a good time an i thiught that i was in love but i guess not it was sad actually an now that im me again watch out cause shit happens an no ones around anthonys right down the street hahahahahahahahahahahaha jus kiddin i could never unless i was

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[psycoclown71004]

hold up who said that i cheated on u cause i never did im not that kind of person the only ppl that i fuck r ppl i have feelings for i dont go an try to hook up wit any one they come to me an i get to no them first an who said it was ray hes not the only person that i talk to in ur fam so jus put that out ya head an i have moved on an the only reason y i am in here is to let u no that i dont hate u an i dont hold anything against u i jus wanted to let u no that i am over u an i am able to move on wit my life an that i wouldnt go back out wit u cause i am finally the person i was before i met u an i am a lot happier i didnt want to stat no prrobs i jus wanted to tell u that an that i wont turn my back on u an if u need me i will help u out but i wont go out of way for u i cant but prety soon i will be movin an i wont come back for a long time an dont take non of that shit t o heart bout raisin ur kid the wrong way i jus cant phathom who in their right mind would want to bring another life into this world when there life is as fucked up as it can be think bout it ur 15 an ur mans 16 or 17 an u both still live off ur parents an have no job u both r still kids an havent had a chance to fully experience life an to get to no ur selfs dont tell me that u do no ur self cause ur only 15 an u r goin to go through a hell of a lot more shit before u even turn 18 an that shit is the shit that shapes ur pesonality an who u r im not goin to lie an say that i dont have ne feelings for u ne mor ebut i can say that i am happy that i am not wit u cause now i can be myself an ppl except me for that an i couldnt do that around u well thats about it

[xpainful_tearzx]

ppl accept me for who i am now that i aint wit u too ... i can be the real me an im sry i moved on frm u to an im over u to im engaged an happy an im sry i dont need to get to kno myself before i bring my child in this world ... u never kno ur self fully an ur whole life is about risks an chances an responsibility an im ready for it ... plz dont tell me wat i kno an wat i dont cuz u dont kno me ne more im so much better an i have gotten the love support an help i needed frm other who were willin to help an take time to do so ...

[psycoclown71004]

thats was only my opinion but im happy to here that ur happy an im happy to here that u r over me but i hink that u stated that kinda late u got over me 2 mounths ago an u no it good to here ppl r willin to support u through all that shit to i hope every thing works out for u if not it will eventually

[xpainful_tearzx]

no it is workin out an my life is so much better now an this isn't my name ne more i have a new journal ... reason for that is so if u wanna be rude i dont have to deal wit it in my new journal ... i hope ur happy an i hope u have a good life

[psycoclown71004]

then do me a fovore an stop postin shit in my journal i dont meen to sound like an ass but i would rather not hear from u an i post in here still cause i want to keep track of the shit i do i would do it on paper but i will eventually loose it so if u could do hat i would be happy thanx bye