Are the things I want the things I need?
I've been trying to separate the things I want and the things I need, since those things have to constantly be reconsidered. I've been sitting here trying to write and just figure myself out, but tis not a possible task at this given moment.
I'm at a point in my life where I can not feel for people. I've become so apathetic and numb from my relationships that I am at a point where if I tried to talk to someone new I could not give them a chance nor have any feelings for a chance. Men have gotten to me that much, to change my entire being and out look on love and life. I am numb, unloving, and untrusting. I been trying to figure it out if it was just something simple like heartbreak or what not but I've become numb. And I hate it. I am a person that cares for everyone but at this point in my life I feel numb. I don't care for anything much anymore my outings with friends are fun and worthwhile but I feel out of the loop and just not all there with things. Even with my Dad having Cancer I'm numb to it.
I'm done for now I can't rake my brain anymore...
I'm at a point in my life where I can not feel for people. I've become so apathetic and numb from my relationships that I am at a point where if I tried to talk to someone new I could not give them a chance nor have any feelings for a chance. Men have gotten to me that much, to change my entire being and out look on love and life. I am numb, unloving, and untrusting. I been trying to figure it out if it was just something simple like heartbreak or what not but I've become numb. And I hate it. I am a person that cares for everyone but at this point in my life I feel numb. I don't care for anything much anymore my outings with friends are fun and worthwhile but I feel out of the loop and just not all there with things. Even with my Dad having Cancer I'm numb to it.
I'm done for now I can't rake my brain anymore...