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wow , it's been a while since i wrote in here ! [ sorry to the people that do read this , like RoyLikeBoy .. i love you babes <3 ]
well , things haven't been too bad .. except with RoyLikeBoy ! * im really sorry babe about everything that is happening to you .. you know im here for you no matter what ! i know what your going through and im sorry it had to happen to you yet again .. you don't need it ! im really worried about you .. hang in there ! <3
me and Anthony aren't talking to much .. it's just to the point that the only time we talk is when he comes over for my weekly party things and i am the one to talk to him ! well , im sick of it and i hate sitting here thinking about weather i have a chance or if he ever really liked me ! [ doubt it ] everyone has been telling me to ask him just straight out and if he doesn't or w.e then just fuck it .. and forget about him ! which i think thats what im going to do , even though im scared of what he might say but it has to be done if i don't want to feel this way anymore !
Saturday i had another party thing .. it was great ! we all had fun .. but there were stupid parts ! me and Anthony were in my room together alone and nothing happened , which i knew nothing was going to happen !
haha , i was talking to Bryan after the party .. i told him about me and Anthony in the room alone together and he said i should have jump on top of him and yeah .. lol ! [ that doesn't need to be finished because you probably have an idea of what he said ] but it cracked me up and then i was thinking about it and i told him that i should have .. hahaha ! because then maybe he would shown me something .. <- that came out wrong but yeah , i'll just leave it .. haha !
well , im going to go take a shower now .. since it's kinda getting late ! laterr loves <3
_ mich * boo