Im Here Without You ..
Saturday was great .. i winded up having a litlle party myself .. it was Ivan , Elissa , KimKim , Devin , Anthony , and Rosie ! all i will say was it was crazy as anything .. well , everyone was gone by 11:30 and KimKim and Elissa slept over ! we woke up on Sunday at 1 .. and then walked to BK and Rita's ! Jess and Kristine were workig s0o we visited them for a little and then walked back .. got back here at like 3 .. then Elissa left , then KimKim at 4 ! our feet were killing us .. KimKim's hand blew up .. [[ haha , i love you blimpie ]] well , then i helped my mom out a little around the house then ate Ribs for dinner ! they were good , yummies ! well , then came online then went to bed !
everytime im around Anthony , i like him more and more ! it's crazy , maybe i should just let it go and forget about him because i feel as if i am just sitting here ! he tells me he likes me but yet , doesn't act liek it or anything ! well , i think that nothing is going to happen between us .. we're just going to be doing this for along time ! and i personaly don't want to feel like im being fooled with , but i think i would wait .. if he told me that we do have a chance and all .. then i would wait forever or as long as i have to ! i would still date i guess , but i will always be willing to go to him !
me and Pj aren't really doing to great ! we aren't talking that much and i hate it .. i feel as if we are never going to talk like we used to again ! i would call him but i don't know what he is doing or where he is .. s0o i don't like to just call people on their cell phones because i fee like i am bothering them or that they might be somewhere important ! s0o i don't call anyone unless i am told to or something !
im going to go because i don't feel like typing anymore and don't really want to talk to anyone on the computer since Anthony's not on ! usually it's him and Pj i want to talk to .. but i don't even look forward to talking to him anymore ! because i always have this feeling that we are going to fight and everything will get worse !
i will wait for you forever , but as long as you give me a sign s0o i know weather i have a chance <3 [[ i have a really good feeling there won't ever be a me and you .. not even once ]]