i got a gun to my head but the gun wont cock.
okay so let me catch you up on things.
well start with this weekend.
went to maryland withmy family.
amanda got sick an hour into the carride!
and im terrified of puke.
got pulled over by a cop half hour later.
\wonderful.
it took us 6 and half hours.
ughhhhhhhh
took adelle to college.
very sad.
i miss her alot.
6 & 1/2 hours in the car with myfmaly minus the only one i can stand.
pshh.
so i missed bogarts huge ass car party!#*!@^
monday
went to my aunts for her birthday.
little lunch in with some relative.
leah came.
taught me and rachyy kickline.finally broght my bike home.
jess picked me up.
kickline try outs.
10 min into it i had to stop cause i wasnt cleared though!!
gay.
biggggggg ordeal
made my mom take me to a walk in.
theer were 3 other girls there. haha.
i was first but they didnt finish till al ittle after 7.
and the school nurse was only there to clear me till 7.
so of course i missed it.
but the oetrh girls thay were there taught me some of teh routine in teh parkinglot.
but they left & went to anotehr clninc and they got in and out intime!
so i just gave up.
no kickline for me.
kinda bummed.
i was actually hoping id make it.
it looks liek fun.
ive always wanted to do it.
just never had the courage. and i finally have teh courage but no. it doesnt work out.
and it is my om fucking fault cause i told her a month ago to call teh doctor & get me a physical!
whatever.
well after all that
we picked up michelel & taylor and went to mikes party.
that was fun.
hung out with brian & tyler. kinda weird?
but cool.
saw llots of cool people from middle school. and i was surprised everyone remembered me!
and so then tuesday
woke up.
cleanedddddddd my room.
it needs to be empty by fridayyyyy.
yeah so steve came over.
hung out.
then aj was liek im bored come over. so we went over.
they beta me up. and it sucked because one held me down while the otherl ike molested me.hahah.
yeah so then evan came.
9!@*#&!*
gay.
then jojo came?
so i went inside and hung out with ajs step brother.
cause hes my best friend.
they biked and stuff?
went back to aj's.
evan and steve left.
aj made a video for steve debellis?
weird. but funny.
came home chilled.
now its wednesday.
and im currently waiting for the keating to pick me up.
JERSEYYY SHOREEEEEEEEEEEEE FOR THE DAY!
im soo excited.
well i gott go get ready.
seeya.
<3
well start with this weekend.
went to maryland withmy family.
amanda got sick an hour into the carride!
and im terrified of puke.
got pulled over by a cop half hour later.
\wonderful.
it took us 6 and half hours.
ughhhhhhhh
took adelle to college.
very sad.
i miss her alot.
6 & 1/2 hours in the car with myfmaly minus the only one i can stand.
pshh.
so i missed bogarts huge ass car party!#*!@^
monday
went to my aunts for her birthday.
little lunch in with some relative.
leah came.
taught me and rachyy kickline.finally broght my bike home.
jess picked me up.
kickline try outs.
10 min into it i had to stop cause i wasnt cleared though!!
gay.
biggggggg ordeal
made my mom take me to a walk in.
theer were 3 other girls there. haha.
i was first but they didnt finish till al ittle after 7.
and the school nurse was only there to clear me till 7.
so of course i missed it.
but the oetrh girls thay were there taught me some of teh routine in teh parkinglot.
but they left & went to anotehr clninc and they got in and out intime!
so i just gave up.
no kickline for me.
kinda bummed.
i was actually hoping id make it.
it looks liek fun.
ive always wanted to do it.
just never had the courage. and i finally have teh courage but no. it doesnt work out.
and it is my om fucking fault cause i told her a month ago to call teh doctor & get me a physical!
whatever.
well after all that
we picked up michelel & taylor and went to mikes party.
that was fun.
hung out with brian & tyler. kinda weird?
but cool.
saw llots of cool people from middle school. and i was surprised everyone remembered me!
and so then tuesday
woke up.
cleanedddddddd my room.
it needs to be empty by fridayyyyy.
yeah so steve came over.
hung out.
then aj was liek im bored come over. so we went over.
they beta me up. and it sucked because one held me down while the otherl ike molested me.hahah.
yeah so then evan came.
9!@*#&!*
gay.
then jojo came?
so i went inside and hung out with ajs step brother.
cause hes my best friend.
they biked and stuff?
went back to aj's.
evan and steve left.
aj made a video for steve debellis?
weird. but funny.
came home chilled.
now its wednesday.
and im currently waiting for the keating to pick me up.
JERSEYYY SHOREEEEEEEEEEEEE FOR THE DAY!
im soo excited.
well i gott go get ready.
seeya.
<3