Oct 26, 2004 15:05
Yeah so today I have no work. That's always exciting. They better not call me in I will kill someone. Like now. Last night was miserable. I came home from work in a horrible mood. I had to help some lady who just got out of prison change... in the middle of the floor. I kept telling her about our fabulous dressing rooms and how they offer privacy but she kept insisting that she was in a rush. So I saw 36 year old saggy inmate tits. And so did half of the store. Not too pleasant. I also got some creepy perverted phone call. The nasty guy that keeps using my phone for the PA won't ever shut up. I couldn't sleep. All I could think about is Devin and how confused I am. He called me yesterday morning at 7:30 just to say I love you. It was cute. He called this morning at 6:45 (I slept through it) and left a message saying he'd call at 11:30 yet I still haven't heard from him. This is such a shitty situation to be in. I don't know I have the most mixed feelings ever. It's tough shit. I've been writing in my goddamn journal (the real one not this shit) so much and it's all about this whole thing yet I still can't figure it out.
I get to go to New York again this year because my aunt is running the marathon if my fucking work will give me the time off. Assholes. I also figured out I'm most likely going ot have to close on halloween.. meaning I'd miss Os Catalepicos.... that's shit I'm gonna have to figure that whole thing out because I want to go to wreckers ball sooo badly. I haven't been to a show in FOREVER...
where are all my friends/boyfriend? I'm lonely as fuck