Nov 15, 2009 16:41
i want to die.
i hate being home, i hate being at school. my friends are all single serving, in the most literal sense ever. i have basically no one.
and you are suffocating me.
just sayin'
i can't go anywhere, i can't do anything.
i miss cutting.
i'm trying not to, but like. i feel SO bad right now and i can't even let it out in the only way i know how to.
i feel like my head's gonna explode.
you don't even know how fucking hard it is. and i'm not fucking crazy.
i just want it to stop hurting. that's all i want.