Oct 20, 2007 09:45
Hey everybody reading this. I dont know how to put this but my friend of 11 years and close friend of 5 years has hung me out to dry. She has ditch me and my other very close friend out to dry over some new bitch she fell in love with 4 months ago. This saddens me a bit because i use to go over her house ever single fucking day after work and watch movies on her bad all night and chill, we share a lot with each other. I loved a great deal along with my other best friend.
All 3! of us were suppose to go to the same college(which we do) and when we transfer go the same university and get a dorm with each other and eventually have a great big house with each other. There is only 4 people in this fucking world i would die for and she was one!! She was everything to me, she was my FUCKING HEART!!
The fact that in the past 2 months i have spoken to her twice and that is at work. We haven't seriously hung out in 3 months. Fuck her and her bitch. I have never felt this level of sadness, angry, frustration in my life. This hurts me to the bone. This feel is much worst than some girl turning you down and you feel like complete shit. I have try to call or text her and try to hang out in some way. She always wants to bring her girlfriend and if her girlfriend cant meet up with us. She'll just fucking ditch us.
I have her seen at work sometimes and i dont even look at her anymore. Im worked up with all this emotion and she could give a flying fuck about me. I could continue on &on about this topic but i think this will be the last time i mention this to anyone in public. But feel free to ask me about it if you want. Ironically when i was in a relationship she always said to me "bros before hoes" but as you can see, she clearly does follow her teachings. I have a certain prejudice for couples right now so excuse me.