This past month
..Has just been misery. I dont mean to complain because I know it can be worse. I've just reached the point in my life when Im going through so many hard changes and trying to adapt to them. I feel at points when Im just completley lonely and I have nobody to talk to. My own best friend doesn't have time for me. My other best friend lives across town and goes to another school. I'll be ready when it's just all done and over with.
Last weekend, I traveled to Atlanta to go to Area-12 regional championship. It came out to be a huge disappointment. We did so incredibly well and still placed lower than usual. How can we go to a field meet, place first against all of the same people we took on at regionals? They were dropping rifles left and right and still beat us. It was rigged.
This week- Exams. Monday was just a review day so we just went over crap and it was boring. Tuesday I had my English final and passed it with an A. Wednesday I had my Web design exam and my rotc exam. Did well on both. Today which is thursday I had my biology final. I got out of school today at 12 something. Im not going tomorrow.. it's pointless. Hopefully Im still going to the movies with my friends.. something I need.. out of the house..
Im so glad winter break is here though. I really need a break from school and the people in it. There is a certain individual that I just wish would graduate and get out of my life completley because I hate him and he's trying to make my life even more hell because I wont have anything to do with him. He's making shit up and telling people things that I am not. I dont deserve it. He better get it through his damn head Im not going to bow down to him and forgive him just because he had a heart transplant. He calls me selfish because I wont forgive him for spreading rumors about me and telling people he wants to beat me up. Id knock him the fuck out. He's too big of a pussy to even say shit to my face. He has to have a little messenger. That little bitch.
Christmas is coming up in 9 days. This year it will be my 15th christmas, and it's time I think I'll stop being hopeful that my dad is going to send me something. You'd think I would get it through my head by now he doesn't care. I guess I never will..
I really need to finish up my christmas shopping. I really need to shop for myself also. I need some new clothes.. I have nothing warm enough
I think I'll end it here.
Last weekend, I traveled to Atlanta to go to Area-12 regional championship. It came out to be a huge disappointment. We did so incredibly well and still placed lower than usual. How can we go to a field meet, place first against all of the same people we took on at regionals? They were dropping rifles left and right and still beat us. It was rigged.
This week- Exams. Monday was just a review day so we just went over crap and it was boring. Tuesday I had my English final and passed it with an A. Wednesday I had my Web design exam and my rotc exam. Did well on both. Today which is thursday I had my biology final. I got out of school today at 12 something. Im not going tomorrow.. it's pointless. Hopefully Im still going to the movies with my friends.. something I need.. out of the house..
Im so glad winter break is here though. I really need a break from school and the people in it. There is a certain individual that I just wish would graduate and get out of my life completley because I hate him and he's trying to make my life even more hell because I wont have anything to do with him. He's making shit up and telling people things that I am not. I dont deserve it. He better get it through his damn head Im not going to bow down to him and forgive him just because he had a heart transplant. He calls me selfish because I wont forgive him for spreading rumors about me and telling people he wants to beat me up. Id knock him the fuck out. He's too big of a pussy to even say shit to my face. He has to have a little messenger. That little bitch.
Christmas is coming up in 9 days. This year it will be my 15th christmas, and it's time I think I'll stop being hopeful that my dad is going to send me something. You'd think I would get it through my head by now he doesn't care. I guess I never will..
I really need to finish up my christmas shopping. I really need to shop for myself also. I need some new clothes.. I have nothing warm enough
I think I'll end it here.