Perhaps Another Mr. All Right.

[psychoticfallen]

Someone fairly promising got in touch with me on Adult Friend Finder. He has a screen name that has nothing to do with his dick. In his response demonstrated he had read my profile, and he actually bothered to fill his out with more than two sentences. He has several degrees and is on his way to a Phd. He used to be in the military, and then turned social revolutionary. He likes indie film and has seen Brokeback Mountain twice. He likes that I've been involved in BDSM, but he's a newbie which means he isn't a fake Dom who will do anything in bed even if he doesn't either enjoy or appreciate its meaning just to get laid by a girl who actually admits her sexual desire, but really has no clue what he's doing.

I think this may be a relationship. The kind I could have for years without having to be in it all the time. We might stumble upon love without having to call it out at all.

Bla. I don't want to get involved, I never do. But I'm always involved, even, maybe especially when I'm trying to avoid it.

Well, how can I get hurt anyway? All I ever feel when someone thinks he or she is dumping me is relief.