You know what Goddamnit!

[psychoticdude]

I really fucking hate this time of year. It has to be the only motherfucking time that I reflect back on my life and wonder where I am today. All the choices I have made, the last four years have been nothing but consequences for my actions. I have never had a successfull relationship, because no one can fucking stand me. To be honest I don't even know why I was born to the universe or currently exist as a human being. I don't have faith in anything, and I refuse to believe that anyone is in the exact same situation that I am in. I will probably die alone, never have a family of my own. Or have any kids. My main goal right now is to not die in Florida. I don't want to be buried here, I HATE this fucking state!!!!!!!

Well with that cheefullness I am going to do something else.

And to all a goodnight