Dec 05, 2007 17:07
...but I feel terrible.
I don't like to complain about serious things unless I want people to hear about it, but right now I just feel really overwhelmed. Nnnn... I just feel restless and really unhappy all of a sudden. I woke up early today and got to class early and all through core, I felt fine. Then, I got my essay back and everything kind of just plummeted. I just feel really bad.
I might just be worried about my math and Chinese finals next week, and the fact that I have a quiz right before my final in Chinese, so I'm really dreading that. (I haven't finished 25 characters! He kind of sprung it on us... I have to memorize them in... 2 days) I've got a dialogue waiting to be memorized and some grammar that needs understanding.
Precalc, I'm just annoyed my teacher is trying to stuff more things into our heads right after our 2nd midterm and a week before finals. It's her job... but it's hard to focus. I've just got a lot of stuff on my mind.
About the core essay... I have to revise it now ;_; I think I'm just feeling really down because I've got a bunch of things that need doing and I don't have enough time to do it all! Overwhelmed, overwhelmed, overwhelmed! Where is my Stitch??
The bad thing about Stitch: his little fluff of hair on top of his head tickles me during sleep. I always have to smooth it down. ;_; He looks like a dork. A dorky alien. Not that I mind; it's not really that bothersome. It just tickles me...
Brother~~ ;_; I love you. Monday was the best day in the entire world. Brother sent me two cd's and a card in the mail for a surprise! The cd's are AMAZING! My favorite artist at the moment... <3 The card was hilarious.
Twin lent me Jimmy and Incubus!
I also bought a huge peanut butter and chocolate chip cookie to cheer myself up; it's really good.
When I wake up tomorrow, I know I'll feel better, because that's how it always is. I'm never unhappy for long, but it's waiting for the unhappiness to pass that's the worse. I don't want this lousy day to be over though. I need to get work done. It's a lousy, LOUSY day, but I need the time. For now, I'll just chalk it up to my period (which surprised me, because Period is weird, and shows its mean face only a couple times a year).
:(