what has the world come to

[psychotears]

Let's really get to know each other these days.

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[forgottenspirit]

what's wrong, what's bothering you??
i wish i could chill with you instead of communicating through a phone.

[psychotears]

ditto. please tell me you are coming for christmas! and if not, i'm going to have to come out to there to see you before we get old and gray.
oy, where to start. i'm just feeling a lack of 'real' stuff in the people i'm surrounding myself with and the people i've been meeting lately. it just seems like all people care about or do is really fucking petty to be honest. conversations where people just talk to hear themselves talk..gossip.. or a 'oh. the weather was great today'. when all i really want to do is get to know an honest person...i want answers to deep questions and people in general either don't want to answer them or don't know the answers to them. makes me wonder if true passionate happy-to-be-alive people exist anymore

[forgottenspirit]

yes, either December or January That's what i'm shooting for at least.
What are some deep questions you want answered? I may be able to help.
happy-to-be-alive people do exist, you just gotta look in the right places.

[psychotears]

no certain questions with certain answers. just questions that would pertain to an individual... what makes them tick, what they love, what means the most to them. ya know, a lot of people just coast through their lives with no real.. meaning, i guess i could say. just living day to day with no real purpose, drive, wants, or desires. it makes me sad.
but i'm sure you're right. as always. ;) i just have to search a little harder than normal.

[forgottenspirit]

people that ride my ass ticks me off, the fact bad things happen to good people ticks me off, being lied to.
I love spicy foods, sour stuff, tacos, music, airplanes, anything military related.
being loved, being a fighter pilot, friends and familiy mean the most to me.
and im pretty sure by now that you know my desire is to be a figher pilot.

[psychotears]

i'm very lucky to know you, honeybee

[forgottenspirit]

and what about yourself darlin?

and this could go on and on

[psychotears]

oh, jeez you know, first and for most ollie is ultimate. bc of him everything falls into place. any kind of list or rambling i could say fall after that. i'm pretty passionate about the little things in my life, living every moment to it's fullest. i try not to take one breath, one person, one glance for granted. and purposefully surround myself by only the people who make me laugh and experience pure joy daily. catholicism has taken over much of my time this past year...and has helped me shape and mold a lot of things i considered 'bad' to be palpable ..thing for me to work with and build from. its important for me to try to understand and experience the natural world and how it works..either by traveling, camping, hiking, boating, star gazing, etc etc anything to get out of most of this craziness we live in and center myself. volunteering should be on everyone's to do list, at least, once a month. no matter what it is. its benefits are beyond limits.. for all parties involved. teaching was a surprise passion that overtook me over

Re: and this could go on and on

[forgottenspirit]

i like that catholicism has become a big part in your life. I dont see many people my age that take religion seriously. Maybe its because i drink like a fish and cuss like a sailor and do drugs; but thats besides the point. Little kids and older adults are normally the only followers i see. One day, i'd like to become serious again because death and the military are synonymous. Through Volunteering for the military, i do believe that i will be helping and protecting people, not just blowing shit up.

i'm glad you found your passion in life and also glad to know you