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I am so anxious to get back to Des Moines. I think about it, and I don't completely know why. I'm not looking forward to going back for him. I'm terrified of that. I'm terrified that my heart will be broken when I get back. He says I have nothing to worry about..but I'm so scared. I shouldn't be. Cuz he just bought me little big planet (for HIS ps3). So I shouldn't be worried.
I lost my car keys. Mom moved them and couldn't remember doing it. So I spent the better part of forever looking for them. So I can go back sometime later this week. Lame. i just want to go back NOW. I love my family but I've spent so much time with them that I'm tired of them. I stay in my room all the time and I don't have the energy to do anything else because I'm sick of being here.
I started my weightloss journey two days ago. I worked out both days. I'll work out later today. When my siblings aren't playing guitar hero. After just two days, I'm starting to feel better. Which is in my head I know... but I can't wait to be slender again.. and I *know* I will get there. I have to.
I lost my car keys. Mom moved them and couldn't remember doing it. So I spent the better part of forever looking for them. So I can go back sometime later this week. Lame. i just want to go back NOW. I love my family but I've spent so much time with them that I'm tired of them. I stay in my room all the time and I don't have the energy to do anything else because I'm sick of being here.
I started my weightloss journey two days ago. I worked out both days. I'll work out later today. When my siblings aren't playing guitar hero. After just two days, I'm starting to feel better. Which is in my head I know... but I can't wait to be slender again.. and I *know* I will get there. I have to.