Nov 24, 2005 15:26
I'm tired of people, my life, and myself.
Yeah, here goes another 'depressed' moment. Sorry for disturbing you.
I'm tired of not being the girl guys look at, tired of being embarrassed by my appearance in public, and almost crying when trying on clothes because they don't fit. Tired of everyone saying I'm the type of girl they'd date, but they won't go after me because I'm not anorexic.
God, I think maybe a handful of people would be sad if I died or something. And only for a moment.
Tired of people saying stuff, friends making stupid choices, people not taking the blame for their crimes, and simply adolescence itself.
WHY THE FUCK DO YOU NEED A SIGNIFICANT OTHER TO FUCKING BREATHE?
WHY CAN'T YOU GROW UP AND STOP CALLING PEOPLE STUFF?
WHY DO YOU TAKE ON SO MANY THINGS AND THEN COMPLAIN YOU NEVER SEE ME?
WHAT THE FUCK ARE WRONG WITH PARENTS RIGHT NOW?
FUCK IT. I'M SO TIRED OF THIS CRAP.
I HATE HIGH SCHOOL.
God damn i'm so sick of my life right now.
I don't look forward to seeing anyone.
NO ONE!
Another thing that pisses me off. When I consider a person a good friend, and they just act like you are of no importance. Like, you're never on their top list, not on their scrapbook etc.
And stupid people.
Just die, please. You'll save the world some aggravation.
-Sophie