here's your update fuckers
~ok look, I don't care about what I've done so far. You are getting the update of what I want to give you, which is my feeling right now and for the foreseeable future.
~I am done. With you. Make that a personal "you" or make it a collective "you". Either way, I am done.
~I am done worrying about relationships. I have wanted for one for so long, since I have puberty basically. A true, meaningful and long lasting one. What do I get? I'd rather not even get into it because it resembles the Mid East conflict. I always think that I should never enter into one though because I am free of how it will turn out because of all the shit ones that I have been in, but no more.
~I realize that no one will ever like me more than I like them. This has always been the problem. It may have started off vice versa but by the end, it was this way. My feelings will never be adequately engaged. Maybe I am too emotional, too invested in the relationship. But really, what is a little maturity to you people anyhow?
~Somehow everytime I get insecure about myself, be it my looks or my personality or otherwise, it always comes back to being the other person's fault. I used to think that this was inate arrogance. I now believe that I was wrong. It is just clairvoyance. I will not repeat relationships or even liking other people or caring about them so I can end this needless cycle of repetition. I dwell on these things far too much and I do not need to be an emotional trainwreck while others go on their dandy little way.
`I may choose to be all lustful and do random hookups. Don't worrym it probably won't be with you. If you don't like it, fuck yourself. I'm 18 and I do what I want. I played the game your way and it got me nothing for 5 years. I'm moving on to a new world, the collegiate one, and perhaps a new system is needed.
~If you don't like this new attitude, sorry. I find it necessary and frankly, mine is the only opinion that is gonna matter anymore to me. Go ahead, leave me a comment or yell at me. I won't have any shame most likely. I don't really want to sound like a bitch or seem like a slut with excuses but in a famous paraphrase, 'I just don't give a damn anymore'.
~Such is life. :/
~I am done. With you. Make that a personal "you" or make it a collective "you". Either way, I am done.
~I am done worrying about relationships. I have wanted for one for so long, since I have puberty basically. A true, meaningful and long lasting one. What do I get? I'd rather not even get into it because it resembles the Mid East conflict. I always think that I should never enter into one though because I am free of how it will turn out because of all the shit ones that I have been in, but no more.
~I realize that no one will ever like me more than I like them. This has always been the problem. It may have started off vice versa but by the end, it was this way. My feelings will never be adequately engaged. Maybe I am too emotional, too invested in the relationship. But really, what is a little maturity to you people anyhow?
~Somehow everytime I get insecure about myself, be it my looks or my personality or otherwise, it always comes back to being the other person's fault. I used to think that this was inate arrogance. I now believe that I was wrong. It is just clairvoyance. I will not repeat relationships or even liking other people or caring about them so I can end this needless cycle of repetition. I dwell on these things far too much and I do not need to be an emotional trainwreck while others go on their dandy little way.
`I may choose to be all lustful and do random hookups. Don't worrym it probably won't be with you. If you don't like it, fuck yourself. I'm 18 and I do what I want. I played the game your way and it got me nothing for 5 years. I'm moving on to a new world, the collegiate one, and perhaps a new system is needed.
~If you don't like this new attitude, sorry. I find it necessary and frankly, mine is the only opinion that is gonna matter anymore to me. Go ahead, leave me a comment or yell at me. I won't have any shame most likely. I don't really want to sound like a bitch or seem like a slut with excuses but in a famous paraphrase, 'I just don't give a damn anymore'.
~Such is life. :/