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Lately like especially right now I have been overwhelmed by these feelings of loneliness. Why? How is it that all of these people can supposedly like me yet I don't have anyone? What am I doing wrong? I try so hard. Arrogant as it sounds I know I deserve a boyfriend more thna 99% of the people out there because I've tried so hard and for so long. I've basically devoted my life and all my time to it. I've stopped caring about school and friends for love and what do i get? nothing. I dunno theres nothing I can do I guess. Everyone tells me I'm so interesting and so amazing but then why can't anyone be with me? I mean why do people flatter me so much then ignore me? I hate bitching like this but seriously WHAT THE FUCK PEOPLE! I'm not some retard you can treat however you want. I can't take having my feelings fucked with. I just don't get it and I guess I never will. Fuck it all
Behind Blue Eyes
The Who
No one knows what it’s like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
No one knows what it’s like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies
But my dreams
They aren’t as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That’s never free
No one knows what it’s like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through
But my dreams
They aren’t as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That’s never free
When my fist clenches, crack it open
Before I use it and lose my cool
When I smile, tell me some bad news
Before I laugh and act like a fool
If I swallow anything evil
Put your finger down my throat
If I shiver, please give me a blanket
Keep me warm, let me wear your coat
No one knows what it’s like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
Behind Blue Eyes
The Who
No one knows what it’s like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
No one knows what it’s like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies
But my dreams
They aren’t as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That’s never free
No one knows what it’s like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through
But my dreams
They aren’t as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That’s never free
When my fist clenches, crack it open
Before I use it and lose my cool
When I smile, tell me some bad news
Before I laugh and act like a fool
If I swallow anything evil
Put your finger down my throat
If I shiver, please give me a blanket
Keep me warm, let me wear your coat
No one knows what it’s like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes