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I'm not sure what I want to write about. This might not be that long cuz it's cold in here so my hands are freezing which are making them stiff. I should go to bed but ya gotta unwind for a bit when you get home from work, ya know? At least it will be nice and warm in the bedroom, the heater is on :)
I'm not diggin my job. I kinda want a new one, but then I don't want the hassle of learning a new job and all that. And I told Mike I'd get them thru the holidays at least. It's kinda obnoxious to leave and have them train someone so close to the holidays when there is so much to learn. I'm probably not going to quit forever. Until stress kills me, which might be sooner than later if I keep it up. I'm shedding. Lol. My hair. I though it was cuz I had long hair and it breaks cuz I always tie it up, but I cut it all off, and it's happening again. And I'm grinding my teeth in my sleep again. Idk if it wakes Mike up, or if he wakes up and I'm doing it..he says he would wake me up but he doesn't want to cuz I haven't been sleeping well. I don't know how much more harm I can do to my teeth, they are already worn so much cuz I have ground my teeth in my sleep since I was little.
I'm generally happy, which is a good thing. Everything is great with the boyfriend. We still don't really ever fight, I don't think we have, just maybe 1 tiny argument. We've been together about 8 months now. He wants to move some of my bigger stuff out this way. So that's cool. It's all serious and whatnot, haha :) I don't know what to say. I knew it was going to be serious a long time before we got together. Like when I started liking him. I only didn'want anything to do with him because he was in the process of getting a divorce, he wasn't quite divorced yet. So I made sure it was final. That's how I roll. Haha.
I don't mean to only talk about work and my boyfriend, it's just that that's all I've got going on right now. I'm just worried about my future, and I'm taking my decisions very seriously. I've messed up enough, and let enough people mess me up for long anough, it's about time I took things into my own hands so things come out the way I want them to.
In super good news, I'm 21 in 3 1/2 months! WOO! Hahaha.
I think that's it for tonight. Time to turn the half working brain off haha.
I'm not diggin my job. I kinda want a new one, but then I don't want the hassle of learning a new job and all that. And I told Mike I'd get them thru the holidays at least. It's kinda obnoxious to leave and have them train someone so close to the holidays when there is so much to learn. I'm probably not going to quit forever. Until stress kills me, which might be sooner than later if I keep it up. I'm shedding. Lol. My hair. I though it was cuz I had long hair and it breaks cuz I always tie it up, but I cut it all off, and it's happening again. And I'm grinding my teeth in my sleep again. Idk if it wakes Mike up, or if he wakes up and I'm doing it..he says he would wake me up but he doesn't want to cuz I haven't been sleeping well. I don't know how much more harm I can do to my teeth, they are already worn so much cuz I have ground my teeth in my sleep since I was little.
I'm generally happy, which is a good thing. Everything is great with the boyfriend. We still don't really ever fight, I don't think we have, just maybe 1 tiny argument. We've been together about 8 months now. He wants to move some of my bigger stuff out this way. So that's cool. It's all serious and whatnot, haha :) I don't know what to say. I knew it was going to be serious a long time before we got together. Like when I started liking him. I only didn'want anything to do with him because he was in the process of getting a divorce, he wasn't quite divorced yet. So I made sure it was final. That's how I roll. Haha.
I don't mean to only talk about work and my boyfriend, it's just that that's all I've got going on right now. I'm just worried about my future, and I'm taking my decisions very seriously. I've messed up enough, and let enough people mess me up for long anough, it's about time I took things into my own hands so things come out the way I want them to.
In super good news, I'm 21 in 3 1/2 months! WOO! Hahaha.
I think that's it for tonight. Time to turn the half working brain off haha.