Semantics Make the Difference
Aside from being a total sweetheart, Mr. Awesome lived up to his name - yet again. ;) But the first time I read his text, I misread it and thought he was being an asshole.... boy was I wrong. Here's the convo:
Me: Question...
Him: Yes
Me: Would you be happy/satisfied/content... standing together, your arms around my waist and my arms around your neck, just kissing? Just a tame fantasy that's been running thru my mind today...
Him: Sure... as long as no one else could see... just sorry it has to be that way...
Now when I first read it, I read that last text as "sorry just" not "just sorry"... the difference is whether or not the response is from an inconsiderate asshole or a sincerely apologetic man... he was the latter. Aside from everyone thinking we're fucking anyway, I'd love to just wrap my arms around him and plant a big ol' kiss on those wonderful lips. I could see him eyeing me up and down while I was standing next to him... it was nice to feel wanted. In a hungry sense, not just for company lol He talked, I talked, and I brought him Gatorade from the gym since I could tell he was dehydrated. I was sweating while standing and watching him... he was digging and not sweating... bad sign. So I took care of my biker man and got him a drink. Then filled that empty bottle with water - which he devoured. So I got another dollar from him and walked back to the gym for another Gatorade. LOL He thanked me profusely... and wolf-whistled as I walked away. *giggle*
I wish we could spend more days together... he's so fun and nice to me... and he's genuine about it, too. He's just an overall fantastic man... We compliment each other, complement each other, and just generally have a good time even if we're just laying on the couch like we did last week. And it's nice when we can keep each other company, something we both crave.
*sigh* What am I doing? I feel... I feel like... well, when I told him I *might* be going on a date with Mr. J on Friday, he said "what, cheating on me already??" LOL I was like "NO!" But, in a way I feel like I am... sorta. Mr. J's always in my heart, mind, soul.... he's everywhere all the time. Even when I'm out with Mr. Awesome, I'm thinking of Mr. J and whether or not HE'D enjoy where we were. Like when we went up the mountain... I took photos and sent them to Mr. J because I knew he'd like them. I had a fantastic idea just now.... if only I could get the two of them together WITH me, I'm sure they'd get along fine!! If they both come to Kaiya's party, that's something at least. They can meet each other, eye each other up... LOL "are you good enough for my Sam?" kinda thing... But... I digress. I just wanted to write that down so I'd remember how sweet he is on me. Makes me blush a lot, too. And he says I have a great body, which is always a bonus. HEHEHEHE Yay! Ciao.
~SAMI~
Me: Question...
Him: Yes
Me: Would you be happy/satisfied/content... standing together, your arms around my waist and my arms around your neck, just kissing? Just a tame fantasy that's been running thru my mind today...
Him: Sure... as long as no one else could see... just sorry it has to be that way...
Now when I first read it, I read that last text as "sorry just" not "just sorry"... the difference is whether or not the response is from an inconsiderate asshole or a sincerely apologetic man... he was the latter. Aside from everyone thinking we're fucking anyway, I'd love to just wrap my arms around him and plant a big ol' kiss on those wonderful lips. I could see him eyeing me up and down while I was standing next to him... it was nice to feel wanted. In a hungry sense, not just for company lol He talked, I talked, and I brought him Gatorade from the gym since I could tell he was dehydrated. I was sweating while standing and watching him... he was digging and not sweating... bad sign. So I took care of my biker man and got him a drink. Then filled that empty bottle with water - which he devoured. So I got another dollar from him and walked back to the gym for another Gatorade. LOL He thanked me profusely... and wolf-whistled as I walked away. *giggle*
I wish we could spend more days together... he's so fun and nice to me... and he's genuine about it, too. He's just an overall fantastic man... We compliment each other, complement each other, and just generally have a good time even if we're just laying on the couch like we did last week. And it's nice when we can keep each other company, something we both crave.
*sigh* What am I doing? I feel... I feel like... well, when I told him I *might* be going on a date with Mr. J on Friday, he said "what, cheating on me already??" LOL I was like "NO!" But, in a way I feel like I am... sorta. Mr. J's always in my heart, mind, soul.... he's everywhere all the time. Even when I'm out with Mr. Awesome, I'm thinking of Mr. J and whether or not HE'D enjoy where we were. Like when we went up the mountain... I took photos and sent them to Mr. J because I knew he'd like them. I had a fantastic idea just now.... if only I could get the two of them together WITH me, I'm sure they'd get along fine!! If they both come to Kaiya's party, that's something at least. They can meet each other, eye each other up... LOL "are you good enough for my Sam?" kinda thing... But... I digress. I just wanted to write that down so I'd remember how sweet he is on me. Makes me blush a lot, too. And he says I have a great body, which is always a bonus. HEHEHEHE Yay! Ciao.
~SAMI~