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I started this epic post on summarizing last year and what i'm expecting this year. This was pretty much the jist of it:
1, Erik: blew up in my face.
2. dream job: blew up in my face.
3. Stein: done and done.
Every new years, i throw my cards, or have them thrown for me. This year, i was curious about my job situation, because 2006-2011 is a really long time to not have steady work. It basically said that there's a good chance i'll change fields, but i better grow some thick skin, because the ally training me is going to be ripping me to pieces.
Also, i got the Nine of Swords in blocks and inhibitions.
Resolve to never again entrust your welfare or self-esteem to someone who doesn't appreciate you.
The card in the Blocks position points to self-undermining tendencies, areas where you could be in denial, where you could get stuck -- unless you examine yourself and make some corrections.
When the Nine of Swords falls in this position, it implies that there is a part of you that is experiencing some kind of break-up, disappointment, rejection or final showdown. If so, ask yourself if maintaining the relationship was worth what you put up with in humiliation and emotional burden. Why would you have invested so much of yourself for so little return?
Is it possible that you accepted this position or unconsciously created this experience because you don't know how to give yourself the approval you desire? You must learn how to recognize your own worth, your value and your gifts. Then you can move beyond ever letting yourself be treated this way.
That's frighteningly accurate. The funnier thing is that 6 hours before this reading, i basically told Stein to nut up or shut up, and the decision was to shut up.
so i'm posting at 530am because i need to be on the road at 630 and in reston at 830. Not looking forward to this commute, especially with the storm that is supposed to be tuesday and wednesday. I hope there's some way i can telecommute during the storm....
1, Erik: blew up in my face.
2. dream job: blew up in my face.
3. Stein: done and done.
Every new years, i throw my cards, or have them thrown for me. This year, i was curious about my job situation, because 2006-2011 is a really long time to not have steady work. It basically said that there's a good chance i'll change fields, but i better grow some thick skin, because the ally training me is going to be ripping me to pieces.
Also, i got the Nine of Swords in blocks and inhibitions.
Resolve to never again entrust your welfare or self-esteem to someone who doesn't appreciate you.
The card in the Blocks position points to self-undermining tendencies, areas where you could be in denial, where you could get stuck -- unless you examine yourself and make some corrections.
When the Nine of Swords falls in this position, it implies that there is a part of you that is experiencing some kind of break-up, disappointment, rejection or final showdown. If so, ask yourself if maintaining the relationship was worth what you put up with in humiliation and emotional burden. Why would you have invested so much of yourself for so little return?
Is it possible that you accepted this position or unconsciously created this experience because you don't know how to give yourself the approval you desire? You must learn how to recognize your own worth, your value and your gifts. Then you can move beyond ever letting yourself be treated this way.
That's frighteningly accurate. The funnier thing is that 6 hours before this reading, i basically told Stein to nut up or shut up, and the decision was to shut up.
so i'm posting at 530am because i need to be on the road at 630 and in reston at 830. Not looking forward to this commute, especially with the storm that is supposed to be tuesday and wednesday. I hope there's some way i can telecommute during the storm....