Something of a reflection
For the first time in a long time I'm looking forward to blowing out the bar scene this weekend. I haven't been out in awhile. But more importantly, certain aspects of my life have been coming together and I just want to go out and relish in the moment, even if it's only for a short while.
To come out and say something like that means that I've came from what I consider to be a recent low point in my life. Going through shit, dealing with the loss of a dear and personal old friend of mine. Struggling with my finances. Trying to cope with juggling work, relationships and a social life which in my case has been very strenuous (try the 12 hour workdays plus weekends for starters).
Now I feel as if that certain critical elements of my 'house', my physical house, my mental house, my spiritual house have all started to come into order. Now I'm feeling contented towards life.
I just want the weekend to be here and to bring on the damn shots of Goldschläger already!
To come out and say something like that means that I've came from what I consider to be a recent low point in my life. Going through shit, dealing with the loss of a dear and personal old friend of mine. Struggling with my finances. Trying to cope with juggling work, relationships and a social life which in my case has been very strenuous (try the 12 hour workdays plus weekends for starters).
Now I feel as if that certain critical elements of my 'house', my physical house, my mental house, my spiritual house have all started to come into order. Now I'm feeling contented towards life.
I just want the weekend to be here and to bring on the damn shots of Goldschläger already!