Nov 03, 2003 12:48
So today I go to the cafeteria and i buy my stuff and i spot a couple of my friends and head over to talk to them, as im doing this I see this dude in the same line as my, the whole time I was talking to my friends he was standing around looking for a place to sit. Finally someone in a table got up and he got to sit at the table. So i needed somewhere to eat my food as well an i head over there. This kid's name is Kira. I started talking to him and i realize something. I crash into the fact that this kid and i are very alike in a way. He seemed very shy not knowing where to sit, looking nervous, he is a comp science major and so was I. It seemed as if this kid was a really nice guy yet very shy and didn't seem to have a lot of friends and how he kinda shut himself off from other people. I saw a similarity. While you're reading this you're probably thinking:"What is Dave talking about? He is not antisocial!". It isn't the fact of being antisocial. It is the fact of hiding One's feeling or disguising them by portraying another image or a much more pleasant image. It is a mental shyness lets call it. And i was intrigued by the relationship of how some people are shy on the outside and other people have a shyness that nobody unless close enough can perceive.
Anyways its probably cause im bored that im ranting on, oh well....