James is gone
Mid June james relasped and never came home again. i come to later find out that he cheated on me right after i had layla. he went down on a lesbian to try to show her a man is better than a woman??? make any sense??? didn't think so. I found out froma neighboor who knew the day it happened but no one wanted to tell me. Once james found out i knew he just left me alone for about 2 weeks which drove me nuts. i wanted to know why he did it and why he came home after that still had sex with me and said he loved me. he should have broken up with me but instead he used me for another 3 months and made my life miserable. when i finally talked to him, he said that it was because he was unhappy with himself and how our relationship was going. should he have broke up with me instead of cheating??
Well the last two months i have been living by myself with my wonderful baby layla. it's been really hard at first then when i found out about james cheating on me, it was harder. But in REALITY i aked GOD to help me with all my problems with james, i asked for change in my life, and to keep my baby safe. God's answer to all those problems was to get james out of my life. James has no respect for me or cares what he does to me. It was hturting me everyday more and more, i was miserable. Him cheating on me is what it took for me to truely cut him out of my life.
I got layla into daycare. For the past 3 weeks i have been looking for a job and i just got enrolled into college to become a hair dresser. i started my case for child support and i haven't had to drug TEST for almost a month now. I have been only worring about layla and i and i have been doing a really great job doing everything all by myself. So many people are more willing to help me help myself. James being gone is the best thing that could have happened to layla and i. life was really hard being in a negitive relationship and emotionally abusive one too. Now that i create the atmosphere and have a positive day to day life, things have been easier, i can manage my life now. things are simple now: 1 make sure layla has EVERYTHING she needs, 2 find a job, 3 pay my bills and rent on time, 4 and thank god for everything i have, esspecialy my beautiful angel Layla.
Well the last two months i have been living by myself with my wonderful baby layla. it's been really hard at first then when i found out about james cheating on me, it was harder. But in REALITY i aked GOD to help me with all my problems with james, i asked for change in my life, and to keep my baby safe. God's answer to all those problems was to get james out of my life. James has no respect for me or cares what he does to me. It was hturting me everyday more and more, i was miserable. Him cheating on me is what it took for me to truely cut him out of my life.
I got layla into daycare. For the past 3 weeks i have been looking for a job and i just got enrolled into college to become a hair dresser. i started my case for child support and i haven't had to drug TEST for almost a month now. I have been only worring about layla and i and i have been doing a really great job doing everything all by myself. So many people are more willing to help me help myself. James being gone is the best thing that could have happened to layla and i. life was really hard being in a negitive relationship and emotionally abusive one too. Now that i create the atmosphere and have a positive day to day life, things have been easier, i can manage my life now. things are simple now: 1 make sure layla has EVERYTHING she needs, 2 find a job, 3 pay my bills and rent on time, 4 and thank god for everything i have, esspecialy my beautiful angel Layla.