Jun 07, 2004 16:51
So I did a lot this weekend compared to last few weeks. But the thing is i was still on a lot of meds and can't remember when or I was with. I can remember going to the movies and such but it takes a while to realize what the fuck I did. Anyway. There is nothing new. i havn't had a good smoke in a while. I think I am addicted but I have on'y had a couple hits in the last weeks so I am doing okay. Quitting is a lot harder than it seems.Oh well, i will keep working on it.
I have to work this weekend. I miss work but I am still really tired from being sick. can't wait to earn more money. i have very little left and I have things I have to do for graduation plus I still want and need a lap top. Oh well I just have to keep saving little by little. I have nothing more to say right now. things are normal but i feel like I should go back to my shrink. MAYBE. Uhh I gotta go.