so.
im in a weird spot. i love the way my life is going at the moment.
yet it is totally against the way ive been for a while.
not that im complaining but its just that i dont know how to take it.
ive been in and out of one relationship after another for the past 6 years(none of them good).
although th elast has opened me up a whole lot.
im more confident and have somehow changed my standards.
for good or bad ive yet to decode....but!
recently ive been fresh out of a serious relationship for at least a year.
its kinda of confusing me and i dont exactly know how to contemplate it.
ive pretty much been ignoring it until recently. i just cant do that any longer.
im somewhat lonely but not at all.
i have someone that i am truly head over heels about.
which is someone that most people dont realize...it's there but not as prominent
i never tip my hand fully.
i dont know what im babbling about but if you have anything to say to me.. please do... im at a loss right now, if you know me, if you kinda know me, please....this is the fleeting cry of someone who rarely asks for something like this but really needs something, anything, at the moment.
Ive been listening to Jackie Wilson - Lonely Teardrops and X,reading Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy and Invincible. all of these things help and work against me. i suggest you listen to both bands a good bit.. read Hitchhikers and Invincible(comic) then randomly piece together certain things that im thinking.
yet it is totally against the way ive been for a while.
not that im complaining but its just that i dont know how to take it.
ive been in and out of one relationship after another for the past 6 years(none of them good).
although th elast has opened me up a whole lot.
im more confident and have somehow changed my standards.
for good or bad ive yet to decode....but!
recently ive been fresh out of a serious relationship for at least a year.
its kinda of confusing me and i dont exactly know how to contemplate it.
ive pretty much been ignoring it until recently. i just cant do that any longer.
im somewhat lonely but not at all.
i have someone that i am truly head over heels about.
which is someone that most people dont realize...it's there but not as prominent
i never tip my hand fully.
i dont know what im babbling about but if you have anything to say to me.. please do... im at a loss right now, if you know me, if you kinda know me, please....this is the fleeting cry of someone who rarely asks for something like this but really needs something, anything, at the moment.
Ive been listening to Jackie Wilson - Lonely Teardrops and X,reading Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy and Invincible. all of these things help and work against me. i suggest you listen to both bands a good bit.. read Hitchhikers and Invincible(comic) then randomly piece together certain things that im thinking.