this is my quarterly update....eh...sorry folks, that is if you care
so things have been kinda wierd.
but im handling it alright....i think
maybe not
ive been having lots of fun drinking with Lunsford.
its been a lot of booze and a lot of good times, that need to happen more often
hung out with the executive chef at dudleys the other night, that was pretty cool.
he got me to chase moonshine with beer. it was surprisingly smooth, maybe it was just all the bourbon i had beforehand.
im really scared right now.
nadine and i may be moving into seperate domiciles, maybe
if so im gonna miss living with her :(
school is gonna make me miss her more.
school is actually looking like its going to happen this time.
like scary close to happening.
and im kinda scared because ill be alone
nadine and i have decided that we wont be together while im in school, long distance things just dont work
i think its for the best
ill do fine, but im such a social butterfly
ha ha ha
man. i dont know what ill do without all my great people.
and all you people know you are mine MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
how will i ever see the Supersuckers without Neely and Otto?
i cant.
i dont know what ill do without mah jett
after moving it may be like a year before i get to see him again
whatever will i do with my tuesdays?
and what will he be doing then?
talking? he'd better start doing that more before i leave, will he be potty trained?
damn....gonna miss moisty
gonna miss the wabbits. they wont miss me, cause they hate me
its gonna be a whole new world.
every 11 weeks i get a two week break but the school offers training abroad...which im gonna try to do as often as possible....maybe just asian and south american countries, i doubt ill be able to afford it but who knows.
it would be a good thing.
god i dont know what to think about things.
everything just seems so fake, i have this constant feeling that things arent as they truly are.
like sitting here doesnt feel reel. maybe its lack of sleep.
maybe things just seem surreal because of everything going on. but maybe all of that shit is just in my head. and i should learn to control it.
im leaving on July 1st to go look at the school. then ill be back on the 7th or 8th? i think.
i dont know how im gonna make it on my own. learning to trust new people. working in different conditions.
different weather. damn. im just making myself more scared. ill be so far away from everyone. hopefully people will visit. even if its just for a couple of days.
MY DEAR FRIEND SARAH GOT INTO UT!!!!!
IM SO PROUD OF MY SARAZILLA! A WHIP IS COMING YOUR WAY HUN!
ill stop my ranting and worrying....no i wont, but i will stop writing about it now.
g'nite all
but im handling it alright....i think
maybe not
ive been having lots of fun drinking with Lunsford.
its been a lot of booze and a lot of good times, that need to happen more often
hung out with the executive chef at dudleys the other night, that was pretty cool.
he got me to chase moonshine with beer. it was surprisingly smooth, maybe it was just all the bourbon i had beforehand.
im really scared right now.
nadine and i may be moving into seperate domiciles, maybe
if so im gonna miss living with her :(
school is gonna make me miss her more.
school is actually looking like its going to happen this time.
like scary close to happening.
and im kinda scared because ill be alone
nadine and i have decided that we wont be together while im in school, long distance things just dont work
i think its for the best
ill do fine, but im such a social butterfly
ha ha ha
man. i dont know what ill do without all my great people.
and all you people know you are mine MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
how will i ever see the Supersuckers without Neely and Otto?
i cant.
i dont know what ill do without mah jett
after moving it may be like a year before i get to see him again
whatever will i do with my tuesdays?
and what will he be doing then?
talking? he'd better start doing that more before i leave, will he be potty trained?
damn....gonna miss moisty
gonna miss the wabbits. they wont miss me, cause they hate me
its gonna be a whole new world.
every 11 weeks i get a two week break but the school offers training abroad...which im gonna try to do as often as possible....maybe just asian and south american countries, i doubt ill be able to afford it but who knows.
it would be a good thing.
god i dont know what to think about things.
everything just seems so fake, i have this constant feeling that things arent as they truly are.
like sitting here doesnt feel reel. maybe its lack of sleep.
maybe things just seem surreal because of everything going on. but maybe all of that shit is just in my head. and i should learn to control it.
im leaving on July 1st to go look at the school. then ill be back on the 7th or 8th? i think.
i dont know how im gonna make it on my own. learning to trust new people. working in different conditions.
different weather. damn. im just making myself more scared. ill be so far away from everyone. hopefully people will visit. even if its just for a couple of days.
MY DEAR FRIEND SARAH GOT INTO UT!!!!!
IM SO PROUD OF MY SARAZILLA! A WHIP IS COMING YOUR WAY HUN!
ill stop my ranting and worrying....no i wont, but i will stop writing about it now.
g'nite all