Long time no post.
I know I haven't posted in a really long time, but I just couldn't go to sleep without writing this.
As much as I hated the play for consuming so much time and (combined with my procrastination) causing me to fall seriously behind in my homework, I loved it. Only during plays do I interact with people anymore. It took me awhile to open up to all of them, but when I did I felt much happier. Due to not feeling too fond of a few people (I don't mean anyone in the play. Er, well...), and the fact that I'll probably never see any of them again, I tried to block out socializing all together. I realize my mistake now.
Its amazing how much we need to communicate with a variety of people. You start to feel more energetic and cheerful (at least in my case), and it's a feeling that not many things can give.
It crushed me to find out that we needed to stay in our designated dressing rooms. I was so happy the day before, talking (more like listening) with the cast and laughing. Then, being forced to stay nearly secluded (I shared the room with the only other male: Willy) the next day was almost torture.
I'm sorry if I seemed so cold toward anyone, I just suck at keeping up a conversation. Thank you for all you guys have done for me.
Now, I will sleep and be embarrassed forever because this entire post is probably the cheesiest thing I've said in months.
Love you all,
-Jamesy
As much as I hated the play for consuming so much time and (combined with my procrastination) causing me to fall seriously behind in my homework, I loved it. Only during plays do I interact with people anymore. It took me awhile to open up to all of them, but when I did I felt much happier. Due to not feeling too fond of a few people (I don't mean anyone in the play. Er, well...), and the fact that I'll probably never see any of them again, I tried to block out socializing all together. I realize my mistake now.
Its amazing how much we need to communicate with a variety of people. You start to feel more energetic and cheerful (at least in my case), and it's a feeling that not many things can give.
It crushed me to find out that we needed to stay in our designated dressing rooms. I was so happy the day before, talking (more like listening) with the cast and laughing. Then, being forced to stay nearly secluded (I shared the room with the only other male: Willy) the next day was almost torture.
I'm sorry if I seemed so cold toward anyone, I just suck at keeping up a conversation. Thank you for all you guys have done for me.
Now, I will sleep and be embarrassed forever because this entire post is probably the cheesiest thing I've said in months.
Love you all,
-Jamesy