okay, so This guy came over the appartment today. It was abnormal. He looked like a mirror image of me, with brwn hair and glasses.. He even smokes too. It might be helpful if I have a look alike running around school. Well anyway he bumped into goku the other day, and apparently the monkey asked him to talkt ot me. The idiot wanted to know what i wanted him to do with his life. I dont know, maybe shoot yourself and save me my sanity?? .. Though I would still have his stupid voice echoing through my head. "ne sanzo, I'm hungy!!" ... "ne sanzo where are you?" Ne, Sanzo?? Sanz?" AG! that voice is driving me nuts. And yet at the same time ti's keeping me sane. I don't have to be around him to hear him. I can jus tsit quietly for 10 second and there it is. Thoguh THe guy, Kubota somethign or other, is goign to t give that stupid monkey my message. But do I like that idiot, do i care. I was taught to keep everyone at a distance because they would be gone later on. BUt I don;t know. .. Well now i'm going to stop this thought process cause I"m feeling sick again. And for some reaso I only feel sick when I start to think about my situation with Goku. Well, I'm oging to go take some meds and go back to sleep. Maybe I'll write again tomarrow.