This is how I am feeling right now...
~ Later ~ I'M NOT FUCKING BEAUTIFUL. I'M NOT FUCKING PRETTY. WHY THE FUCK DO ALL YOU PEOPLE HAVE TO LIE AND TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME. I HATE YOU ALL AND I WISH THAT ALL YOU FUCKING PEOPLE WOULD DIE. I'M NOT WORTH FUCKING ANYTHING TO ANYONE. WHY DO YOU PEOPLE CONSISTANTLY THINK I'M STUPID. I AM NOT BLIND. I CAN SEE SHIT EVEN WHEN YOU DON'T FUCKING THINK I AM LOOKING. GOD I WANT TO DIE SO BAD. I HATE YOU FOR TAKING EVERYTHING AWAY FROM ME. I NEVER EVER DID ANY FUCKING THING TO YOU. I WANT TO FUCKING DIE. YOU DON'T FUCKING CARE. I'M JUST NOT FUCKING GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU FOR ANYONE. WHY DON'T YOU ALL JUST PUT ME OUT OF MY MISSERY AND TELL ME YOU FUCKING HATE ME. THAT I AM AN IRRITATING THORN IN YOUR SIDE THAT JUST WON'T LEAVE YOU ALONE. WHY WOULD YOU KEEP UP THIS CHARADE IF YOU DIDN'T FUCKING WANT TO BE NEAR ME. YOU JUST DON'T FUCKING GIVE A SHIT. I HATE YOU ALL.
IF YOU HATE ME I WILL LEAVE THIS PLACE AND FUCKING DIE...I'M SICK OF ALL YOUR SHIT...