Aug 11, 2005 22:58
omg so i made the little mistake of lying to my parents and got grounded for a week! to top it off i've never been grounded b4 so i'm just in a great mood let me tell you. i've been so bored.. i'm used to ogin out n partyin every night n now i'm STUCK AT HOME:'(. sum thoughts.......
as my friends i've made this summer slowly slip farther n farther away, i realize that maybe i wasnt intended to be their friend. on the other hand... i have made a few amazing friends that have truly been a blessing. other than that, i have my friends that will be the greatest for about a week, then they fall away for a few monthes. i'm lucky that i have one solid thing in my life or i'd be completely lost. as for skool sports, why bother n e more. the teams just bicker n argue n piss me off. on the family subject, i feel like my parents just dont understand me sumtimes, and the cousins i used to know and love n look up to have vanished. i still have the obsessed aunts n uncles, but what r they without all the teenagers that resemble them?.... my brothers i'm lucky to see three times a year, n my nieces n bephew once a year. what ever happend to the america that was centered around the family n relationship with others, oh.. thats right.. we've fallen into a world of greed, hate, n crime.
GRRRRRRRRRRRr wow i'm in a bad mood.
every night this week i've lyed in bed n bot been able to fall asleep. sum things have been too much to handle and i've about given up on them. other things have just made me mad. i've also been reading a lot. i used to stay up all night and talk on the phone, but nowadays i dont get as many phone calls. w/e it happens... jus another day in the life of being a teenager...