Feb 07, 2004 22:32
I'm so fucken tired of this bullshit ...... im not talking about ppl on this site im talkin about ppl that actually know me and i know them! its all fucken bullshit so imma just say it the best i can i dont fucken need any of you anymore. im tired of making everyone else happy just because they feel uncomfortable, or they need help. i used to go out of my way just to have the chance to help someone out the best i could but fuck it all now . ya'll all can kiss my fucken ass im sick n tired of u coming to me all the fucken time but when i might need u , you tell me to fuck off so kiss my fucken ass and i hope u have a good time finding someone else to be ur doormat! shouldnt be hard! u fooled me!
here are some songs if you cant get that in ur head.....maybe the lyrics to these songs will give you a fucken hint! im going to change im not going to be the nicest person anyone ever knew anymore, im not going to give anyone chance after fucken chance despite how i agree with the fact that everyone should keep trying....all i got now is my job and thats it. if you want to be a friend then BE ONE dont use me for what i got then turn ur back when i need someone..!
I’m so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears.
And I’ve you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave,
cause your presents it still lingers here
and it won’t leave me alone.
These wounds won’t seem to heal;
this pain is just too real,
there’s just too much that time can not erase.
When you cried I’d wipe away all of you’re tears
when you screamed I’d fight away all of your fears,
and I held your hand thru all of these years that you still have on me.
You used to captivate me by your resonating light,
now I’m bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it’s haunts,
my once pleasant dreams,
your voice has chased away,
all the sanity in me.
These wounds won’t seem to heal;
this pain is just too real,
there’s just too much that time can not erase.
When you cried I’d wipe away all of you’re tears
when you screamed I’d fight away all of your fears,
and I held your hand thru all of these years
that you still have on me.
I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone,
but though your still with me,
I’ve been alone I’m alone.
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
Wen you screamed I’d fight away all of your fears,
and I held your hand thru all of these years
that you still have on me.
It starts with [one]
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind i designed this rhyme to explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, didn't even know
I wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everythin inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a
memory of a time when i [tried so hard]
Tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind i designed this rhyme to remind myself how (I tried so hard)
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so [far]
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a
memory of a time when I [tried so hard]
Tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn’t even matter
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn’t even matter
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes
[Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow]
I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
[Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste
Is more then I can take
I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be