Gawd.....my life.....please take me away!!!
I am so separate from everyone else. there is no one like me, & im not saying it n a bragging way, im just keepin it reals, yo! *respek knuckles* I'm not human. & if most ppl knew my exact thoughts or what i was really like, they'd say im crazy. & i am, n the human sense of the word, at least. But im not gonna take pills 4 it that could hurt me with the side effects or give me a heart attack sometime in the future... I'm so tired of ppl & the damn annoying everyday reasoning shit they do. They're only corrupting themselves. They are selfish, yet self destructive, & i can't stand them, yet i somehow care for them. What a paradox, once again. My life is a fucking paradox. & i just kinda wanna sleep it all away until the aliens come to take me. all these children are absolutely oblivious 2 my inner self. & thats typical 4 them. it may seem like im being a superior jackass because i am a teenager, but im really not one of them if u catch my drift. The way they think is something i have past a long time ago. & yet i have 2 sit here with them & deal with their antics, like an adult in the midst of children. they're kids that r tryin 2 b grown but r obviously kids. & i acknowledge this completely so it shouldn't bother me, & yet it does. *is downcast*