May 17, 2006 21:50
im very confused right now. i always thought that id never find that one person that made me so happy that id do anything. but now ive found that person and i dont think that i can have him. i just dont know know what i do to deserve to be treated like this by people. the last couple days talking to him has made me happy, and this morning when i woke up and saw that he had removed me from his friends list and shit i just didnt know what to think so i did the only thing that i know how to do i cried, and im still crying. the worst part is he wont talk to me. i just wish he would give some kind of explanation so that im not confused anymore, if he says i make him smile and i make him happy then how can he ignore me like hes doing...
ughhhh im so confused