Update
i was so upset about the candles that i didnt mention something else that was odd. whenever i am really upset the first thing i do is write in this journal, well my default one at least. but when i went to post i was logged out. i had just commented on a freinds journal no more than 2 minutes before i went upstairs and the candle thing happened. i didnt reset my preferance as to when my logging in expires.
immediately after i posted about the candles i noticed my cat was missing. we searched every where for her. she was locked in a closet. i didnt do it, my fiance didnt do it, and she sure as hell couldnt have done it to herself.
her name is ammygdala. she's named after the part of the brain that controls fears and what not. she's been my "security blanket" for over a year now. i got her right after i was raped.
a few minutes ago i asked my fiance if he was ok. his replyed that he was just thinking about what had happened within the past 1/2 hour. he said..
first the candles
then the one thing you always use a release and a way to try and find comfort in you were blocked from using. (it took 3 tries to log in)
then thing that ALWAYS brings you comfort was locked in a closet
am i next?
and that scares the hell out of me. what if he is next? i need help. please?
immediately after i posted about the candles i noticed my cat was missing. we searched every where for her. she was locked in a closet. i didnt do it, my fiance didnt do it, and she sure as hell couldnt have done it to herself.
her name is ammygdala. she's named after the part of the brain that controls fears and what not. she's been my "security blanket" for over a year now. i got her right after i was raped.
a few minutes ago i asked my fiance if he was ok. his replyed that he was just thinking about what had happened within the past 1/2 hour. he said..
first the candles
then the one thing you always use a release and a way to try and find comfort in you were blocked from using. (it took 3 tries to log in)
then thing that ALWAYS brings you comfort was locked in a closet
am i next?
and that scares the hell out of me. what if he is next? i need help. please?