A letter I should send... but sadly won't for complex reasons.
Dear (name deleted)
I finally understand those words that hurt me so much. I finally know what you meant.
I finally feel what you must have felt.
And I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for the pain, for the questions, for the immaturity. I never meant for you to feel like this.
No one should ever feel like this.
And I am sorry for everything I did wrong by you. You deserve someone amazing in your life. I hope and pray that you find her, because you, specifically you, deserve to be happy.
I will always care.
in His love,
~Lisa
I finally understand those words that hurt me so much. I finally know what you meant.
I finally feel what you must have felt.
And I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for the pain, for the questions, for the immaturity. I never meant for you to feel like this.
No one should ever feel like this.
And I am sorry for everything I did wrong by you. You deserve someone amazing in your life. I hope and pray that you find her, because you, specifically you, deserve to be happy.
I will always care.
in His love,
~Lisa