Good vibrations
Last night was a good conversation. Time spent that I really couldn't afford, but a good conversation. Nothing resolved, but then only time and experience can really resolve what we're worrying over. I talked, he listened, he understood, and we talked.
He apologized.
It meant a lot that he apologized.
I talked to him, and for me, that was a really big step. I think having written about my frustrations as much as I have lately (both for ya'll to read and just for myself), and talking to the people I have who have helped me critically evaluate it all ... it helped me kind of prepare myself. And then I decided I needed to talk to him, so I told myself to. And then I called him. And we talked.
He said today that he felt like it was a good conversation, but we didn't move. I had to smile, because while we may not have moved at all, I sure did. And ... I'm glad.
I like growth.
And I like him. So I'm glad this growth is coming when it is, even if it's hard sometimes. I would so love for this to work out.
*happy sigh*
in His love,
~Lisa
He apologized.
It meant a lot that he apologized.
I talked to him, and for me, that was a really big step. I think having written about my frustrations as much as I have lately (both for ya'll to read and just for myself), and talking to the people I have who have helped me critically evaluate it all ... it helped me kind of prepare myself. And then I decided I needed to talk to him, so I told myself to. And then I called him. And we talked.
He said today that he felt like it was a good conversation, but we didn't move. I had to smile, because while we may not have moved at all, I sure did. And ... I'm glad.
I like growth.
And I like him. So I'm glad this growth is coming when it is, even if it's hard sometimes. I would so love for this to work out.
*happy sigh*
in His love,
~Lisa